GOD of a man
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GOD of a man
“Aspirations can drive a man to both dizzy heights as well as degrading lows! The inconspicuous irony is each one gets a chance to choose among either!”
Chapter Seventeen: I now pronounce you
Dated: 10th November, 2425
Purists always entertained a steadfast loyalty to either of the two societal structures; Communism and Capitalism. They argued to deaths their pick was better than the other and refused to accept its’ flaws as anything more than mere aberrations they blamed on the lack of productivity on part of the individuals effected in adverse. Capitalism at it’s worst degraded to aristocracy, only in a newer avatar. The rich companies bought off their poor competitors, one after the other until they were the only ones left standing in the competition. Small businesses perished as big multi national companies took over the smallest of trades, as small as news-agencies and grocery stores. Ordinary men and women were left with no choice but to become employees of richer men and left at their mercy during the greatest economic collapses. Communism on the other hand treated everybody as equal and strove to provide equally to all, forgetting the basic truth; no two men are equal. It failed to differentiate between the one’s who were hard working, enterprising and vastly more talented than those who were just average, living through their lives with no intentions of contributing something significant to their society. Both systems had individuals who aspired to be the best but both failed to provide enough opportunities to all of them. Both the systems were bound to collapse but fortunately humans never let the matters progress to such a decisive state.
When the five souls from Hatsu Saisho, the city that represents the last few remnants of what was once a thriving population aspired to search for a better home, their travails led them to it when their need was dire.
“Look! Land!” Steve’s loud, joyous shriek woke everyone up from their sleep. Everyone except Clara and Nakata rushed to have a look. Clara was still kneeling down by the bed side of Nakata holding his hand and whispering words of encouragement, trying to cheer him up. Nakata was barely hanging on to his life.
“Do you want to go and see the land?” Nakata’s faint voice was loud enough for Clara to hear it.
“No! I don’t care! I only want you to get better,” Clara cried as she spoke.
Meanwhile everybody including Steve had rushed to the deck to have a look.
“We did it, we finally did it,” Robin said as he jumped in jubilation, “We won’t perish on sea now.”
“Robin, grab the apparatus and check the radio activity levels to see how safe it is over here,” Steve said as he rushed back to the wheel house to speed their boat up.
Andy rushed in to inform Clara and Nakata, “Hey guys! We made it! We are safe now. Clara, do you want to have a look at it? I can sit by Nakata’s side if you want me to.”
“No, I am just fine. We’ll see the land together when we will get there,” Clara said wiping her tears as Nakata had fallen unconscious once again.
Andy returned to the deck where Robin was busy setting up his apparatus to test the radioactivity levels.
“What does it say,” Daniel asked.
“Let me see,” Robin said, “Hmm, that’s interesting!”
“What happened?” Daniel asked but Robin was lost in some other chain of thoughts as he walked back to the wheel house.
“Steve, we have a bit of an issue over here,” Robin said.
“What happened? Is it bad?” Steve asked.
“I don’t know how to answer that but the situation as it stands right now is, the radioactivity levels over here are marginally higher than the initial Hatsu Saisho readings but,” Robin said as he left the sentence unfinished.
“But what,” Steve asked.
“The levels are still below the maximum survivability levels for humans,” Robin answered, reserving his smile for some other time.
“That is indeed a bit of a queer development. But I think as long as they are below the maximum survivability levels, we have a chance to prosper here. Lets’ hope the situation stays put even when we hit the land,” Steve said.
“You mean you expect the levels to be different on land?” Daniel asked.
“I am afraid to say but the answer is yes. Land is different from the sea in more than the obvious ways. Firstly it is a stagnant structure unlike sea which is ever changing in its’ composition with water from many sources mixing in it. Secondly, land has got more structures to give it a larger surface area than a plain sea level,” Steve replied.
“Does that mean good or bad for us,” Daniel asked again.
“It’s hard to say. Sea may have more radioactivity as rivers from distant places flow in to make it, the places with higher radioactive sources, but then its’ water keeps getting mixed up all the time. Land on the other hand has more objects to absorb radioactivity and they stay at the same place. It’s hard to predict,” Steve answered.
“I guess we just have to wait and check it for ourselves when we get there,” Robin said the obvious.
As they got closer and closer, the landmass started to appear bigger and bigger. There were steep cliffs lining a magnificent, sandy beach, cliffs that would have been hard to climb. They trudged along the coastline to look for the right spot where they can land and travel freely inwards. They starred hard to see if there were any signs of ruins, leave aside a surviving human.
“It looks so lonely out there. I can’t even see anything that looks like a plant,” Robin said.
“Plants must have been wiped out as well by now. It’s been more than four hundred years now. And besides the salt of the sea wouldn’t allow anything along the beach anyway,” Steve replied.
As they sailed around a bend Daniel noticed something, “What’s that?”
“What’s where?” Andy asked as they all craned their necks to see what Daniel was watching.
“That looks like an old building,” Robin said.
“That is indeed a building,” Steve said as they sailed closer to the shore. The shore line was more welcoming around this area as well. It wasn’t a gentle climb after hitting the shore.
“Wow, it looks like a hut and that cross atop makes it look like a king with a crown,” Daniel exclaimed, “Possibly what they used to call a Church in those days.”
“Let’s get there and see for ourselves,” Andy said excitedly, “I’ll go and tell Nakata and Clara.”
Meanwhile Clara was still sitting by Nakata’s bed side. Her head was resting right next to Nakata’s as her eyes were fixed onto something distant and a tear had just trickled down her cheek on to the bed only a few seconds ago.
“Clara, Nakata, we are almost there,” Andy said as he rushed in.
“And we can see a building as well. Daniel thinks it looks like what you were asking about the other day. Damn, the word just skipped out of mind. What do you call where the people used to talk to what’s his name, the one who lives in clouds,” he continued as he scratched his head to get the right answer.
“You mean GOD? It must be a Church,” Clara got excited.
“Yes, Church is the word I was looking for,” Andy said.
“Nakata, did you hear that? GOD has heard my prayers. We are going to his home,” Clara said as she shook Nakata trying to wake him up. But when he didn’t wake up, she broke down and put her head on his chest grabbing his hair in one hand and the arm on the other side with the other as she cried and then sobbed. Andy left her with Nakata.
They soon arrived at the beach. Steve was the first one to hop off on to the land and tie the boat to a rock with a rope. “C’mon everybody, lets’ checkout our new home,” he said.
“Yeah!” Andy, Daniel and Robin shrieked hoarse as they jumped out as well. They danced and sang on the beach for an hour doing crazy acts of gaiety as they cherished every moment of their success until they were all tired.
“What about Clara and Nakata? They are still on board. Let’s get them down as well,” Andy said.
“Not yet!” Steve said, “Lets’ first survey the area and see if that building is safe enough to house us for the night or are we digging up for a tent.”
“Steve is right. There is no point in stressing ourselves getting the two out of the boat yet,” Robin said.
“Then lets’ go and have a look at the place,” Andy was eager to make a move.
“Robin, just grab our radioactivity apparatus to take a few readings,” Steve said.
“Andy can you grab the apparatus for me?” Robin asked, “And let Clara and Nakata know where we are going or they will be worried to find us missing.”
“Sure,” Andy said as he hopped back on to the ship and brought the apparatus. They all got up and started to walk towards the last standing structure they could see.
As they approached what must have once been the compound of the building, they saw a stone with some writing inscribed on it lying on the ground. “Church of Christ, Glenelg South” it read.
The dilapidated building looked frail but it had withstood many a storms,s as was evident from the broken windows and doors of the monument. There was a thick blanket of sand everywhere. Its’ broken front door was leading straight into a large prayer room and it appeared to be having a room on either side. As they entered the hall they saw the walls all cracked up but still holding on. Remnants of wooden furniture, destroyed not by decay or rot but only by the environmental action over a long time, lay littered on the floor. There was a statue of a man hanging on to a cross with his arms and legs pined to it lying nearly sideways on a heap of wooden mess right by the wall facing the entrance from the other end.
“That must be the statue of Christ,” Steve said.
“The building looks a bit dangerous. I don’t think we should stay inside any longer. Who knows when it will collapse,” Daniel said.
“I think you are right,” Robin said, “C’mon Steve lets get out of here.”
“Ok!” Steve said as they all turned around to quickly walk out of the Church. As they got out Steve asked Robin to take a radioactivity reading of the surroundings.
“It’s the same as it was at sea,” Robin said, “It’s not too bad I would say.”
“It sure ain’t,” Steve said, “I think we should get Clara and Nakata down here as well. Perhaps land and sunshine might improve his condition.”
“I agree,” Robin said, “Andy, can you go and get Clara and Nakata down here? Call us if you need help.”
Andy ran to inform Clara and Nakata. When Andy confirmed the presence of a lone standing building and that too of a Church, it strengthened Clara up, “See, I told you there is GOD. He is helping us now. Get up Nakata! Get up now!” She grabbed Nakata’s arm and shook him wildly until Nakata moaned and opened up his eyes.
“Nakata, they found a Church! They found a Church! I told you GOD is watching over us, I told you so,” and she broke down.
“Can you take me over there?” Nakata laboured to whisper the few words.
“First have some water and take a few bites,” Clara pleaded.
Nakata took a few sips but refused to eat anything. Andy meanwhile sensing it will be tough to drag Nakata down the ship and up to where the rest of the group was, ran up to the other three who were relaxing on the beach. Steve, Robin and Andy helped get Nakata on to the ground. When both Clara and Nakata insisted, they took them to the Church so that they can have a look. As soon as they reached the Church, Nakata somehow got enough strength to put his weight on his feet and take his arms off the shoulders of Steve and Robin, as he almost tumbled along with Clara to the entrance of the Church. As soon as they reached the entrance, Clara noticed the statue of Jesus looking at her from the opposite end of the room. She immediately knelt down and folded her hands close to her bosoms and Nakata too managed to land on his knees as he tilted and supported his body on Clara’s body and put his head on her shoulder.
“What are you two doing?” Steve roared.
But Nakata was too weak to answer and Clara was busy whispering something to herself.
“I said what are you doing?” Steve roared again.
“I was praying,” Clara replied as a tear rolled down her eyes.
“Praying to whom?” Steve asked.
“To GOD!” was all Clara replied.
“There is no GOD!” Steve roared again almost scaring Clara to death.
“Have you gone nuts? That book thing and your sickness have deranged you mentally,” Robin too was extremely upset now.
Clara broke down and cried before she finally managed to say, “Look you can believe in what you want to. Please let me believe what I know is right.”
“You are crazy! You seriously need some help,” Steve said.
“There is no such thing as GOD! How many times do we have to tell you it was a fluke created by intelligent men to control other men they couldn’t have with physical strength?” Robin added.
“There is GOD and I know it,” Clara was adamant. Steve and Robin gave her a lengthy verbal bashing trying to set her head straight, or rather the way they wanted it to be but Clara was beyond reproach now. The four left them at the door of the Church, disgusted at what they considered to be their infected state of mind. The two however, sat there quietly for sometime before Nakata whispered in her ear, “Clara, I don’t think I am going to survive.”
“Don’t you dare say that again,” Clara scolded him and broke down.
“Clara, I know this is not the way or time to do it and I can’t even say enough words leave alone the right words but if I am to die, would you please honour my life and be my wife for whatever breaths I am left with?” Nakata ran out of breath as he finished his words.
“I will! I will! I will live as your wife for the rest of my life. But please don’t talk about dying,” Clara sobbed and sobbed.
“Clara, can you ask Steve to marry us right now, infront of this Church if not inside, in Henry’s name if not GOD’s?” Nakata asked.
“I will right now but you just hold on,” Clara cried as she supported Nakata by the side of the Church’s door and ran towards the other four.
There was a bit of hesitation and discussion amongst everyone before it was finally agreed that if this is what the two wish then they will marry them. Steve was to solemnize the wedding while Robin was to represent the girl’s family and Andy was to represent Nakata’s family. Daniel was going to be the witness. The whole ceremony was organised quickly as they wanted to set themselves up for their first night on land.
“Do you take Clara as your lawfully wedded wife and promise to stay with her and take care of her and provide her until your last breaths on this earth?” Steve asked.
“I do!” Nakata said in his faint voice as Andy and Daniel held him up for the ceremony.
“Do you take Nakata as your husband and promise to remain loyal and steadfast to him until your last breaths?” Steve asked Clara.
“Yes!” Clara said as a tear and a smile showed up on her face at the same time.
“In the power bestowed on me by our fore-father Henry, I now pronounce you husband and wife,” Steve said as everybody clapped and cheered the couple as they embraced each other.
“Ok! Time for us to make arrangements for the night! You two can lie down over here. And Nakata eat something. It will give you strength. You have to get better,” Steve said.
Nakata however didn’t want to eat anything and even after a lot of persuasions refused to yield. The four men left the newly weds to dig and set up a penguin skin tent on the beach. As they were making arrangements for their first night at their new found home, Clara and Nakata decided to go inside the Church. Clara helped Nakata get up on his feet and walk inside the church. They sat there infront of the statue of Jesus Christ for a long time before Clara decided to check the two rooms attached to the side of the church. One of them was all littered with broken wooden almirahs and furniture and worn out books were lying scattered all around. The other room had a bit of a space in one of it’s corners to lie down. Clara took Nakata into that room.
By the time the other four finished setting up their tent and did some fishing for food, dusk was on them. Besides they were all tired, largely because of the long voyage they had just completed and also because of all the commotion of the whole day.
“Clara! Nakata! Where are you?” Steve went looking for the couple as he couldn’t see them infront of the church where they left them.
“Steve, we are here inside,” Clara came out to answer Steve’s call.
“What are you doing inside that structure? It’s not safe. It can collapse anytime?” Steve asked.
“It’s alright Steve. If it had to collapse, it would have collapsed long before we set our feet on this land,” Clara answered.
Steve tried to argue with her to leave that building but she insisted to stay there for the night with Nakata. When she didn’t agree to Steve’ requests to vacate the premises, Steve asked her to have some food. She and Nakata both refused. When nothing worked Steve was left with no choice but to leave them there while he joined the others in the tent.
Clara and Nakata meanwhile lay in the room adjoining the Church.
“Clara, I don’t know how many more breaths I have but I want to give you all the love I have tonight,” Nakata laboured to whisper.
“Please don’t say that. GOD will make you perfectly alright. You please hold on,” Clara said as she kissed his forehead again and again and then embraced him.
Nakata somehow managed to get his arms around her and the two kissed each other, deep but soft. Nakata’s strength was failing but their love was getting stronger and the two embraced each other. Nakata may have been too weak to satisfy the woman in Clara that night but Clara was satisfied with the love that emanated from his every touch. The two became one for the first time and also their last.
“Nakata! Nakata! Wake up it’s morning,” Clara said as she quickly dressed herself up and put the clothes on Nakata.
“Nakata! Nakata! Please wake up!” Clara motioned him again but Nakata was still.
A shock wave stunned Clara as she tried all her strength to gulp her saliva down her dry throat and her heart nearly jumped out of her mouth. “Nakata!” she struggled to get his name out of her lips as she fumbled to check his pulse.
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